Remember me and bear in mind
A faithful girl is hard to find
This is always good and true
So don't go changing old for new.

New me New Beginning

I know you think that you broke my heart

but I knew your game right from the start
I saw your game and played it too..
so look here playa,
the jokes on you!

It is true... that when a door closes a window will surely open...

I've been into relationship for 4 years... and after that.. it all falls apart. It's been a year now and yes I can still feel the pain of being not with him, but aside from that.. everything seems to be easing up and I'm starting a new love. A love I can foresee that will surely last forever, a love that will grow day by day... it may sometimes fall but it will never fall apart, it will be like all other relationship that there's always a downfall. I hope if I'll be blessed with this love, then I would pray that he'll be finally the right one.

I have known Noel for a year now, he seems okay and very much polite. My family likes him and so I do, I wish to find love in him and I can feel that I already have... its just that, I'm not so sure if he loves me too, but I wish that he do.

He gave me his FIRST gift to me yesterday, it was a DVD which contains all his favorite music of all genre, as I log here I'm listening to it and honestly, I feel love in every song that I hear from it. Most of it are soft and sweet, some are boyish and others are Gothic, but this composes all his thoughts in music and I'll surely treasure every song in it.

As days go by, I'm beginning to like him... and, more and more I'm starting to love him... but then its hard to admit it to him, but if he'll ask me about it, I will never deny it.

So I pray up above, just one last sign... If he's really the right one, then he'll ask me out and drop by our house to ask my parents to court me and be his girlfriend. A rose will do, a kiss is too much to do, but a hug will surely say it all, that he do loves me too.

Hot and Cold

HOT: the peak of everything... when there is like no tomorrow...

COLD: the sad truth... nothing but all chilled... and down... to negative zero...

I wish I could turn back the time... in which we can be just at the warm temperature...

Start of Something New

Life is roller coaster, for it has a beginning and the end... In facing it,you must wear your seat belts and observe safety measures so that you will then fully enjoy your life.

But then, it's all about twist and turn... it has its own climax, the peak of where everything will eventually roll over and go down... so as my life, where I haven't gone into my peak, I already shouted stop at the peak of nowhere .. where I found myself upside down, looking at the sky and seeing nothing but just a clear blue and white shades of the clouds.

I guess, not everything that you see is true, not everything that you feel are all but joy and love. Like a roller coaster, I sat down and enjoy, but too afraid to see it fall.. and so when it happened I wasn't ready to take the impact of it. Wishing I could have picked the slow one...the one that has no loops and big turns, where i'll remain stable and enjoy the plain view of life... no twist and turns, no fast tracks, no hanging upside-down.

Life is a Journey, a one way ticket ride... You may buy a ticket over and over again.. but it will never be the same train and the same passengers you'll meet in every trip you take.