Wala Ka...

Ika-24 na ng Disyembre wala ka na naman sa tabi ko....

Madaling natapos ang kahapon pati na rin ang mga araw na dumaan sa atin. Sana alam mo na kung mapapabagal ko lang ang takbo ng panahon at oras ititigil ko iyon sa araw na kung saan ako ay maligaya... Ika-23 ng Disyembre 2007 isang taon na rin ang lumipas noong dumating ka mula probinsiya, lagi akong masaya sa araw ng pagbabalik mo dahil alam ko marami kang kwento . Pero ngayon ay batid ko ang puwang sa ating pag-sasama, wala na ang dati mong sigla kapag tayo ay nagkikita, hindi ka na rin makulit siguro nga ay mature ka na... minsan ka na lang maglambing, bitin pa dahil pagod ka.... hindi ko na tuloy mapicture out yung buhay ko kapag nasa tabi mo... ngayon hindi ko alam kung masaya ka pa rin sa piling ko or may iba ng pumupuna ng kasiyahan na yun sa piling mo. Mahal ko hindi ako pinanganak kahapon para tanggapin na kapag sinabi mo na namamatay ang cellphone mo kapag tumatawag ako ay paniniwalaan ko, hindi ako manhid na nanlalamig ka na kapag nilalambing kita, hindi na nga kita kilala ng lubos lalo pa akong nahihirapan na kilalanin ka pa dahil sa mga pakiramdam ko na may humahati sa atensiyon mo. Kung noon ay kahati ko ang kaibigan mo, hanggang ngayon sila pa rin ang kahati ko, hindi mo maitatago sa akin na yun lang ang alam ko sa buhay mo ... masaya ka kapag kasama mo sila, buo ang araw mo kapag naglalaro kayo... hindi naman kita masisisi, siguro ay kasalanan ko na rin na ganito ang sitwasyon natin ngayon kasi hindi pa rin lubos ang kalayaan ko... hindi pa rin ako makalabas ayon sa gusto ko,hindi makapagdesisyon kung ano ang gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko hindi ko pwedeng sabihin na sana mawala na sila sa buhay ko para magaw ko na ang gusto kong gawin dahil hindi ko rin maitatago na sa kanila pa rin ako umaasa at sila pa rin ang kaligayahan ko... alam mo naman kahit unti-unti na kaming nagkakawatak watak sila pa rin ang pamilya ko, kahit bumaliktad man ang mundo at ikaw ang next life... naisip ko mas mabuti na yung ikaw ang next life ko kasi yung next life nga daw diba eternal and mas masaya, wala ng masasaktan at iiyak doon alam ko magiging maligaya na nga tayo.
On the 2nd thought... masaya na ako ngayon kasi dumating ka, akala ko hindi na naman kita makikita eh kaya nag-mumukmok ako dito sa diary natin, mish na kasi kita eh alam mo naman wala naman akong mapagsabihan ng nararamdaman ko dito...hindi naman ako pwedeng umiyak, umiyak man ako dapat walang luha kundi mag-aalala lang silang lahat sa akin. Ngayon masaya na ako, nakakangiti na kasi nakita na kita... I love you maheart.... sana ay maging masaya ka sa reunion ninyo sa Trece.. lab lab mumumu

What does your year tells about you?

Year of the Tiger

1914, 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998

Tiger people are sensitive, given to deep thinking, capable of great sympathy. They can be extremely short-tempered, however. Other people have great respect for them, but sometimes tiger people come into conflict with older people or those in authority. sometimes Tiger people cannot make up their minds, which can result in a poor, hasty decision or a sound decision arrived at too late. They are suspicious of others, but they are courageous and powerful. Tigers are most compatible with Horses, Dragons, and Dogs

LEO Zodiac

Leo Description



Leo (Simha)
Sign No. 5
English Name Leo
Sanskrit Name Simha
Meaning of Sanskrit Name The Lion
Type Fire
Lord Sun

Simhastu shailey hridayapradesha prajapate panchamamaahuradya
Tasyatabidurgaguhavanadri bahyavanibhumivanapradesha

[The old scholars say that the lion like Simha ( Leo ) Rashi lives in mountains and represents the hearts of Kaal Purusha (Ursha major). Forests, forts, caves, mountains are considered to be its residence.]

The fifth sign in the Rashichakra, Simha ( Leo ) rashi behave every inch the royals. They are the kings of the zodiac and there is nothing modest about them.

Simhajatakas ( people born under leo ) are very proud, self-confident, generous, honest, frank, courageous, affectionate, charismatic and often theatrical in their behaviour. Jatakas of this Rashi are also winners. They will hardly embark on a mission if they do not see themselves on the top at the finish. Argument or failure to acknowledge their worth invokes sharp reactions from Simhajataks ( people born under leo ). Like the heart they are ruled by, they are generous often to a fault. Give any Leo your best chair to sit on (possibly facing the wall mirror) when at home and the proverbial limelight with plenty of lights glowing - you have a purring and tamed big cat all for yourselves!

Simhajatakas ( people born under leo ) are born leaders. They detest being sly and sneaky and are very noble in their approach. The Lions gregarious personality easily stands out in a crowd. They are impossible to miss, since making an impression is the main goal for Simhajatakas ( people born under leo ) - a task they easily handle with the charisma that oozes out them. They are an ambitious lot, and their strength of purpose allows them to accomplish a great deal. Supremely talented and have a flair for the dramatic, most often all famous theatre personalities are Simhajatakas ( people born under leo ). They often take the limelight in parties and social gatherings. Although tending to be outspoken often loud and brash and people often take offence to that, a strong aesthetic sense, not only with regard to the possessions, but also the environment around make Simhajatakas ( people born under leo ) courteous and diplomatic whenever the situation demands so. However they are easily attracted to the rich, the bold, the famous, and the beautiful and are easily seduced by material wealth and luxury and believe in leading a grandiose life style.

Most of the Lions are the sporting types or something that is vigorously active that will generate considerable enthusiasm and excitement for them. They will plunge into them whole-heartedly, at least in the beginning. But then to continue even when tired is not one of their forte ! Professionally not suited for any lowbrow job, Lions do quite well in white-collar jobs, particularly as leaders or managers from a young age. Addicted to a comfortable life, they see to it that they manage to earn enough to meet the needs. Dignified, strong, also well-organised, idealistic and it is this sense of their power that allows them to get things done as well as inspire others.

Their creativity, idealism, leadership, boundless enthusiasm, ambition, are their greatest assets. Lions are outgoing, confident and have generosity of spirit and the determination to succeed coupled with tremendous energy. Sometimes they may be vane, and bossy to be regal, but regardless of appearance, they are also decisive, intensely proud and wonderfully romantic. The Lion's personality is hot, fearless and strong, and do not commit too many mistakes. Even though Lions are status-conscious, they are also warm-hearted and want everyone to be happy - which makes Simhajatakas ( people born under leo ) great spenders - they cannot imagine an uncomfortable subjects nor environment.

Simha ( Leo ) rashi is ruled by the Sun, the centre of the universe and as such they consider themselves indispensable and the centre of our collective living and those who would tell them otherwise had better look out. They are also warm and considerate and a lover with style, wooing the beloved in the most elegant manner. They wine, dine and shower expensive gifts and roll out the red carpet all the way. Ideal life partners are found among fellow Simha ( Leo ), Mesha ( Aries ) and Dhanu ( Sagittarius ). However if the married life should be as smooth sailing, Simhajatakas ( people born under leo ) will have to be less domineering and treat spouse as equal.

MISH!

last day of loneliness...

last day of boredom...

last day of doubtful nights ...

this would be the last day....

i mish you... so much...